I’ll be the first to admit that I am one with deep faults. I just am. I know what most of my flaws are, although every once in awhile a new one (or old one that had been ignored, whatever) crops up that takes me by surprise.
You mean I have to deal with that now?!
One of my biggest struggles and greatest weaknesses, however, is one I’ve known about a long time. It just may be the thorn in my flesh. Simplicity.
How is simplicity a fault (sin – let’s call it what it is)?
I’ll tell you.
I’m a “Jesus Loves Me This I Know” sort of person. I always have been. I’m not analytical. I don’t sit and question and ponder and search and try to figure things out. Since I was a child, I just knew and accepted my Faith as my own and I’ve never ever doubted who Jesus is – not to the world and certainly not in my life.
This is my greatest weakness – but it’s also my greatest strength. It means that very little has ever shaken my faith. Even the nasty, ugly trials of life never really knocked me off the foundation of who I believe God is. And I’ve been through some ugly. I’ve questioned Why, not ever really expecting or needing an answer but just because it felt good to ask, “Why, God?”
But in the end, I am very comfortable with the answer, “Because I Am.”
This spirals into weakness, however, when I find myself with little urgency to seek scripture for answers outside of, “God is Love. God is Grace. God is Mercy.” I just don’t seek Him.
But blogging has challenged me in a lot of ways – or,more specifically, reading blogs has challenged me. And the blogger that has most challenged me to think outside of my simple little box is Shaun Groves. You’ve heard me mention his blog here before – I’m kind of a stalker.
But the fact of the matter is that Shaun’s writing has encouraged me in so many ways to search deeper into scripture. Why do I believe what I believe? What do I understand about God and who He is regarding the deeper issues of life? Who is God?
Today, Shaun released his new album, Third World Symphony. Inspired by his work with Compassion International, Shaun began writing and developing this album sometime last year. And he brought his blog readers along the journey as he sought and wrote and dug into the heart of the gospel.
In case you hadn’t heard, this move has been kind tough on Lee and I. Really tough. Hard. About a week after we came down here, as I was wallowing in emotions, I hit play on Third World Symphony. I had heard rough cuts of several of the songs, but this was the first time I listened to all of them. And I sat in bed and wept.
You know that moment when lyric and song blend perfectly into a melody that doesn’t just please your mind but rather stirs your soul? The moment when you hear harmonies so lovely that your stomach flip flops and your lungs constrict? Yeah…I had a couple of those moments.
The album is really good. You can see for yourself just how good it is by going here and buying a copy. As an added incentive, when you purchase the album, I will personally send you telepathic fist bumps and feelings of all over awesomeness.
You. Are. Welcome.
I was not asked to write this post. I just wanted to help spread the word about the album in the hopes that you can be as blessed by it as I was.