It’s 9:45 on Tuesday night and I’m very tired. Very, very tired indeed. And yet, here I am, rapping away on my trusty keyboard. Why? You ask.
Because I’m procrastinating. I’m putting off. I’m waiting until tomorrow. Only tomorrow is today, but I’m reminding myself that no, today is today and tomorrow is tomorrow and tomorrow I’ll get it done. Except I should have gotten it done yesterday.
I pitched an article idea about a month ago and it was accepted. I don’t want to say what it’s about yet, because I just really need to write it first. But I’m overwhelmed. And I can’t seem to figure out how to get it started so I keep putting it off and I need to stop putting it off and just get it done.
I keep thinking that by some miracle of the heavens I’ll have an abundance of free time in which to process thoughts and delve into the aformentioned subject matter. Then I wake up and remember I have three kids 6 and under and free time is a commodity of which I am sorely lacking these days.
You see, there are no free moments in my day. Two of my three still nap, a gift for which I am immensly grateful. And the oldest does “rest” in his room. But his “rest” usually includes several ventures out to show me the awesome, totally cool, really sweet LEGO ships he’s constructed. Or the lineup of Transformers he’s laid out. There are also the frequent bathroom breaks, the much needed drinks and of course the obligatory questions of how much time he has left.
In short – there is little time to complete a significant train of thought. Which, in general, is not a big deal as I tend to give myself a sweet break during “rest” time in which to read blogs, answer emails and otherwise have guilt free computer time.
Only, I really have some things I need to get done these days. But I never seem to find the right time to do them.
Which is why I am now sitting on my couch, rambling on to you poor souls instead of making my brain kick it into hyperdrive and tackle this project.
And so I have a question for you all. How do you carve out quiet moments in your day? When do you find time to sit in the stillness and process thoughts? How do you get yourself moving on those days when all you want to do is sit and breathe? Do share. Perhaps we can learn from one another.
Now, I’m off to sleep. Maybe I’ll get up early to write in the morning. Or, maybe I won’t. I’ve gotten in bed with procrastination, friends. And she is a persistent bed-fellow…